Promise

Been a long time since I wrote my thoughts
Emotions chewing me up from inside
Biting my lip to stop the tears from rolling down my eyes
Not knowing what’s gnawing me
Making a serious effort to put things off my mind
And carry on with what’s in store
Determined to continue, continue writing….

But the guilt keeps killing me when I see this page
When my other pages are alive and kicking
What’s holding me back from writing here?
Nothing shall stop me – this is the nth time I making this promise, sure to be broken
But I shall try
Definitely not daily, but once a week
With this promise in mind, I shall say quits for my mind. Now.