Whom am I kidding?

Am pretty stupid to even believe that in the first place. And, now here I am. Miraculous 72 hours can turn a person upside down!
Now all you need is to ruffle up my happiness to keep yourself happy.
Why can't we both be happy? How difficult is that? But, you want it only one way, your way.
So, I have to lose my integrity for this!

What have I got myself into? Why did I not see it coming?
I knew it was there, but I chose to be blind. I chose to think that everything will iron itself out.
I chose to think that you would be there for me. I chose to think that it will soon be over.

Whom am I kidding?