Wishes

A year older
Wish you get wiser

It takes a lot for you to be nicer
To the near and dear

There is no tear
Though you are not near

With pain filling her heart, tears brimming in her eyes, Anne writes in her diary.
She is fighting with her inner self. Still, the bitterness remains in her, would be there forever.
She is a part of him. But, she couldn’t see, how he could let her at lurch.
Time would heal the pained heart, she consoles herself. But she knows better. It would grow with her, but never old, fresh in her memory, ever to see and learn in life and die with her.

Not knowing where you are
Which I don’t care

Not knowing where am I, what I do
All these years you never bothered to find that too

What do you care
You know it’s not fair

Though she knows, she doesn’t care for what’s happening and knowing very well there is a sincere soul on earth praying for him, she finishes with her diary and looks up.
Stars twinkling in the dark sky telling her, “we know how you feel; your wishes will be conveyed to the distant land, to your estranged .........”
Last few words were lost in the air. She descends the stairs, wishing she can turn back time, for the second time.