But why??

But why??
Anne was wondering, as she finished the call with her friend, Annie.
Yes, they both shared the same name.
They had worked together, for a short period of time, but still they had so much in common.
Their line of thinking, likes, dislikes, reasoning things out, were quite the same.
Wavelength. Do they say something like that! Yes, they shared the same wavelength of thoughts.
But, now Anne was hurt.

But why??
She was hurt by what Annie had to tell and she had hurt Annie, with her thoughts.
Anne was choking. She was not crying… yet to start that.
There were people in her office; she can’t bring herself to get emotional now. But, her chest was crushing. Her throat was choking Her mouth was dry. Her knees were shaking after the call.
Annie, she is an angel. Yes, she looked like one too. Short, cute, with her dimple smile always fixed on her face, she is an angel friend of Anne.
She expected Annie to understand her feelings, but…..

But why??
Annie had asked about the call she made at 23:59.
She spoke to Annie about the call, how he had not wanted to hear from her anymore. Annie knows him as well.
She informed Anne that, he was hesitant to bring things to normality.
Annie wanted things to end in a better note, which is bitter now. Yes, Anne too wants the same. She had tried n number of times, to mail him or call him to get things back to better shape. When she was avoided and rudely spoken to……
Now, when Annie wants her to control her feelings and try again……..

But why??
Anne didn’t find any effort from his side. Anne feels why she should push someone, when they are not interested.
No one wants to understand her.
And she had disconnected the call with Annie, before she lost control on herself.

But why??
Anne couldn’t understand… why all this was happening to her.
She had tried her best, to bring things back to normal. When there is no positive response from the other end, what else she could do. She doesn’t have the control on others behaviour. But, she is the one, who is being targeted.
“You should do this. You should do that. You should have done this. You shouldn’t have done that”
Yes. She should and shouldn’t have done this and that.
But, why is any one not willing to hear her out.
Why is no one trying to understand what she is going through?

But why??
Why this between Annie and her?
Why cant things get better for her?
Why can’t someone let her reason out?
Why her?

But why?
Some questions go unanswered.
May be its these.

But why??

Anne finished writing this in her diary.
She had calmed down now. To an extent.
She would call Annie later, definitely.
Before she realized what happened, she fainted.

But why??